When the day‘s finally here when it’s silence I hear
As my ending is near and your eye’s shed a tear
When my brain has gone numb and the angels have come
As I leave this short life and my last day is done
When I’m found in my sleep without a heart beat
As I fall in the street, sprawled out on the concrete
I won’t regret a second coz they loved me like a best friend
My life’s trouble trend, always aided by their land
Love and support
found in substances bought
A council of a sort when I didn't wanna talk
The thrills form white pills that although temporary
Where better than treatment from any shrinks surgery
As if a man and a coach could ever save me
That pure line of code that helped me to cope
Was more comforting than any words spoke
A feeling of love that substitutes hope
Will drugs turn on me eventually?
Probably !But I saw colour’s I’d never see
I enjoyed the moments that will always be
I chose my own reality
I loved my drug mentality
